In need of an adjustment

I know that chiropractors adjust bad backs, but who adjusts bad attitudes? Shakrapractors? No idea...anyway it doesn't so much matter, I realize that ultimately it's in my hands. But I am in a foul mood, and of course what do I want to help me adjust that mood a friggin cookie. Oh how poorly I have trained myself. (or wait, maybe I did amazingly well at training myself; I just picked the wrong things as my rewards)

The taste is great...but the guilt I now get from eating such things is not. After having a week (plus a few days) from hell with one illness after another coursing through my poor baby boy's body and then finally attacking mine; then a trip to the Dr. for my son's 2 yr check up to learn that he has an ear infection; and then talking to someone I had begun dating casually within the last month and finding out they now have a girlfriend and that they are certain that "god has sent this person into his life" I was frustrated and disappointed and exhausted. So I did what any true to form overweight person does I went looking for my cookie of solace. I found it while waiting at Walgreens for my son's prescription; and wouldn't you know it...they were 2 for 6 dollars what a bargain. Surely 2 bags of Chewey Chips Ahoy cookies could cure my emotional/physical emptiness. HA HA HA HA HA. Oh the things I have taught myself.

Small saving grace #1 I am still sick so the usually alluring taste of the cookie wasn't the same because my taste buds are still improperly functioning. Small saving grace #2 my friend answered my text reminding me to be strong, and that even though she too is in a terrible mood she will not binge on the cheesecake she is so badly craving. We will feel much better and our forms will thank us for not screwing up all of our hard work.

I have to admit that my impatience definitely takes over at times like these and I just want to be thin and sexy NOW. (yes yes, call me Violet Beauregarde I don't care) I don't want it to take months to come off....it sure as hell didn't take months to put on. Bah.

Ok at this point I am just grouchy, no need to go putting any more of that out there...signing off until a better attitude finds my soul