Just have to laugh at yourself

Ah, I had the best of intentions for lent. I made it two days in a row and then my social calendar took over ;) I didn't hold myself to popping on just to write even one word or one blurb. Lets try again.

I had a wonderful "Fridate" with Jacquie & Emma. Jacquie and I had a long talk about God, and religions and a lot of things that I had really been lacking in my life. I feel better knowing that I am choosing to put God back into my life. I had lost a lot of my faith. I had turned that part off because it was too difficult for me to face. Of all of the beautiful things I love about the Catholic church, I equally despise the level of guilt that comes with the doctrine.

I am excited to find something that fits for me, something that brings me faith and strength without the extra helping of guilt :)

I have eaten like a kid just released from fat camp this past week. Back to feeling good about my food choices. As fun as it is to enjoy cheesecake, pizza, french dip, french fries, wine, chili cheese dip & chips, cheese and crackers, ice cream, girl scout cookies and Italian Creamosa's it is probably not the best idea to enjoy them over a 4 day time span lol. I am afraid to face the scale but this girl is going to suck it up. Say awesome trip down food memory lane and move forward.

Work is still something that I am deliberating about. But I have decided to maintain as positive an attitude as possible because I am tired of poisoning myself with a bad attitude. It bleeds into my home life and affects my time and relationship with my son. That just is not fair to him or to me. Find the positive and cling to it with everything you've got.

A day and a half of work and FINALLY a day off. That day will be filled with fun times at the Zoo. Boston & Julian's first trip!!! I cannot wait.

'Till next time....